It is a story about what it means to be a persona in a virtual world and what implies to face the paradoxicality of death. Death and suicide aren’t definitive instances in video ludic worlds. Words such as permadeath and permalife, as well as respawn and re-creation, aren’t enough to explain the intricate variability that characterizes the avatar as an entity. During the process of recording I voluntarily “kill” my digital prosthesis again and again, like one hundred times. This wasn’t meant to be a sort of performance or a research drive-by analytical scopes. I needed to join, in a certain sense, the avatar’s experience in his world, in my way. The protagonist of the game ceased – even for a brief moment – to be the videogame main character created by Rockstar Games and became a companion in a more intimate way: departed from tasks, duties, and obligations.